As the sun went down, Ginny Weasley apparated into the flat she was sharing with Luna Lovegood. She threw her things down and turned to where her friend was sitting. Her day had gone down hill after Draco Malfoy's departure, and not exactly in a bad way. Things just got very boring very fast, even when George came back from his appointment. It was days like these that Ginny really missed Fred, not only because he had always been one of the closest to her, but also for George's sake.

He was still George, but he was George without Fred. He was quieter and kept to himself more. He poured himself into work as if he was trying to put out ideas for both himself and Fred. He was still living at The Burrow, the only Weasley child still there; Molly and Arthur really preferred it that way. They were so afraid that George would just crumble, what was one twin without the other? George didn't seem to think he was much, but the rest of his family was still convinced that he had so much to give. Ginny shook off the thoughts and plopped herself down in a chair.


"Bad day?" Luna asked in her same dreamy voice.


"Well it started off normally, then got interesting, and then fizzled out."


"What was so interesting?"


"Draco Malfoy came in, and he was actually great to talk to. Ever since the end of the war, the Malfoys have gone arse over teakettle to prove that they are decent people. Maybe it's working."


"Stranger things have happened," Luna mused. "Like the disappearance of all the Invisible Erlkonig's in the south of France. What did he say?"


Ginny ignored Luna's first comment, and answered her question. "He talked about how he is trying so hard to change, poked some good natured fun at me, and he said please! He has become this whole other person. I mean believe me, he still has a superior attitude, he's still sarcastic, and even arrogant, but the coldness is gone. There is this light in his eyes, and he smiles now!"


Luna's eyes gave a slight twinkle. "How's his smile?"


Ginny blushed slightly. "He has the most amazing smile Luna, if only he smiled more."


"Is he coming to the wedding?"


The redhead nodded. "And he promised to dance with me all night."


"Harry won't like that Gin," Luna smiled.


"That tosser gave up any and all input into what I can or can't do when he went and shagged that whore."


"So you think you're finally beginning to get over the great Harry Potter?" the blond asked.


"I hope so," Ginny sighed. "I just want to find someone who makes me happy Luna. Mum and Dad still have each other, Bill and Fleur are happy, Charlie has been dating Elizabeth for nearly a year. Plus Ron and Hermione are finally getting married, and you are bringing some of the old George back to life. Then there's me, alone, left by my boyfriend because I wouldn't have sex with him, and I can't even tell my own parents what an asshole he is!"


No sooner had those words left her mouth, a tawny owl flew in through the open window.


"Speak of the asshole," Luna said taking the note from the birds beak.


Ginny took it from her friend’s outstretched hand, and opened it.


Ginny,

I need to see you as soon as possible, there is something I think you have a right to know. Send Widget back with a time when we can meet. I'm free later tonight, so if that is alright with you, that would work wonderfully.


Harry




Ginny stared at the note, a puzzled look on her face.


"Could he have been anymore God damn cryptic?"


Luna held out her hand again and Ginny handed the note back to her. She looked at it thoughtfully for a few moments.


"It is pretty cryptic, but then again Harry was always good at being that way. Are you going to meet him tonight?"


"Yes, I will go tonight and see what he has to say for himself."


She quickly scribbled that she would be over to his apartment around eight, and sent Widget back. Ginny sighed and got up. She was going to take a long shower before she had to go and see what Harry Potter wanted from her.


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At 8 o’clock Ginny flooed into Harry's flat. All seemed empty when she got up and dusted herself off, then she heard movement coming from the kitchen.


"Hello? Harry are you there?"


"Hey Gin," she heard him call. "Have a seat in the living room, I'm just making some tea."


Ginny ungracefully plopped herself into one of his Gryffindor like armchairs, a puzzled look on her face. Harry had never in his life made tea; making tea was a Molly Weasley trait, or even a trait that she herself had. He must have something really serious to tell her. Harry and Hermione had both picked up on the Weasley tradition that all serious discussions were accompanied by tea.


As she sat there musing to herself, The Boy-Who-Lived rounded the corner, tea tray in hand. He didn't say a word, he didn't even look at her for minutes. Then he finally sat down on the couch across from her, offering her a cup of tea, which she accepted. She gave him a smile he didn't return, so she just sipped her tea and waited for him to speak.


"Gin," he ran a hand through his hair. "I made a mistake."


Ginny felt her heart leap into her throat, but she remained silent.


"What I did to you was horrible, I can't forgive myself, and I know you'll never forgive me, but I need to try and make this right."


Ginny sat there at a loss for words; she placed her cup down and looked at him. Could this really be happening?


"So after the wedding Saturday, I'm going to go up to your family and tell them what I did, and take the consequences that are coming to me. Then after that you and I can carry on like we were before all this happened."


Ginny finally found her voice again. "You mean getting back together?"


Harry's eyes snapped to hers. He ran a hand through his hair yet again.


"God Gin, you aren't going to make this easy are you? No that is not what I mean, I mean that we will carry on how we were before we started dating. We'll go back to just being friends."


The youngest Weasley's mind came to a crashing halt. Her heart fell back into place with a painful crash, her stomach felt as if it were going to fall out her butt. She was about to say something to him, but he cut her off.


"There is something that you do deserve to know though. It’s the reason that we can't get back together."


He hesitated. "Miranda is pregnant."


The silence in the room became almost palpable after Harry's admission. Ginny just stared at him for a moment before blinking a few times.


"I'm sorry, I just hallucinated," Ginny said softly. "What?"


"Miranda and I are going to have a baby."


The room stood still.


"Oh my God!" Ginny sprang up from her chair. "Oh my God! You got the girl you cheated on me with pregnant!"


"Look I'm sorry," he began lamely. "I am only doing this for you, everything I have done in the last three years has been for you!"


Ginny looked at him in disbelief.


"So you cheated on me for my own benefit, and now you’re dumping me for the same reason. Thank You!" Sarcasm dripped from Ginny's every word.


"No! Its not like that at all. I really do love you..."


"Shush!!" she yelled at him, stopping the long speech she knew he was going to try and give her. "I don't believe this! First you cheat on me, make me promise not to tell my family, get another girl pregnant, and then tell me that you are still in love with me!"


"Ginny, come on!"


"No! It may have taken me over ten years but I think I am finally, and miraculously, done being in love with you!"


Before he could utter another word, Ginny had taken her wand out and hexed him. As bats began to fly out of his nose, Ginny laughed and made her way back home.


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"Your brothers are going to kill him!" Luna laughed.


"I know!" Ginny beamed, pouring them both more wine. "I cannot wait for the wedding. It’s a good thing he got her pregnant because he is going to lose all ability to reproduce after this Saturday!"


"God Gin, this is an occasion to celebrate, you have finally gotten over that prick. You are finally free of Harry Potter!"


Ginny took another swig of wine and swallowed. "I know, you have no idea how happy I am. I will no longer only be seen as Harry Potter's girlfriend, or Harry Potter's future wife, or the mother of Harry Potter's future children. I can finally just be Ginny Weasley... whatever I want to be."


"Could that possibly be Ginny Weasley, the woman to reform the heart of Draco Malfoy?"


Ginny looked over at her friend; Luna had that sly look in her eyes again. "I don't know, but I doubt it. Even if we are getting along, I still doubt that he would ever want to go any farther then pleasant banter back and forth. They do still have the Malfoy standard to live up to,"


"Give them more credit Gin, you yourself said that they are going out of their way to reinvent themselves. Now don't lie to me and tell me you wouldn't shag him, if the opportunity arose!"


Ginny almost choked on her wine. "Luna Lovegood! I had no idea you went for the bad boy type!"


"Come on Gin, you cannot sit there and tell me he is not good looking. I always thought he was the best looking boy in his year. Really Ginny, answer truthfully: if you and Harry had never gone out, and you had the chance to choose between him and Draco Malfoy, who would you choose?"


Ginny gave a small smile and bit her lip as she ran her fingertips along the rim of her wine glass. "Well Draco does have a great arse!"


The two best friends began to giggle unabashedly and could not stop themselves.


"But I give you leave to like Malfoy Gin, you have liked many a stupider person."


"Oh yes," Ginny smiled. "And his name was Harry Potter!"


The two girls began to laugh again.


"But Ginny really, just see how he is at the wedding and go from there. This time there are no rules, you can go after him, or wait for him to go after you, you can do whatever you want this time. Just go with it, and for Merlin's sake enjoy it!"


Ginny raised her glass to her friend. "A toast, to having control of our own lives at last!"


"I'll drink to that!"


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Saturday morning dawned bright and warm, perfect for such a happy day in the Weasley family. So many people remarked on how happy they were that Ron and Hermione were finally together and getting married. Molly Weasley cried, Arthur Weasley clapped his son on the back too many times to count, and Ginny gritted her teeth and walked down the aisle with Harry while trying to block out all the oh's and ah's, and remarks on what a fine couple they made.


For Ginny the wedding passed in a flash, there were so many faces, familiar and unfamiliar, but there was only one face Ginny was interested in. She had no idea why she was so interested in Draco Malfoy all of a sudden. Perhaps it was all she and Luna had talked about earlier that week, or perhaps she really did want to see what would happen between the two of them. When the reception finally came, and she stood with the rest of her family receiving all the guests, waiting for that pale blonde hair to come into view. After what seemed like forever Ginny finally spotted him, he was almost at the front of the line, where Ron and Hermione stood.


"Malfoy," Ron greeted him curtly.


"Congratulations," the Malfoy responded tightly.


"Thank you for coming Draco," Hermione smiled at him.


"Thank you for thinking of me Mrs. Weasley," he shook both their hands, and moved down the line to the elder Weasleys.


Arthur clapped Draco on the back and shook his hand. "Good of you to come Draco! Wasn't sure any of the Malfoys would make it. How are your parents? I've been meaning to stop by and thank Lucius in person for all his help."


"That will not be necessary sir; he has received all of your owls thanking him for what he has done. No more thanks is necessary from any of the Weasleys."


"Draco you look practically starved," Molly chimed in, in her usual fashion. "Please eat, drink and have some fun today."


Draco gave the pair a small smile. "Thank you both for inviting me."


At long last Draco stood in front of Ginny herself.


"Mr. Malfoy," she extended her hand


"Miss Weasley," he raised her hand to his lips and brushed a kiss across it.


Ginny's cheeks reddened slightly. "Would you care to accompany me to get something to drink Draco?"


"I would be delighted Ginevra," he offered her his arm, which she took.


The two began to slowly walk across the backyard of the Burrow where the wedding had been held. Ginny felt, more than saw, the eyes of every Weasley on her.


"People are staring at us," Ginny whispered to him.


"Only at you," he whispered back. "You must be the most gorgeous woman in the entire Wizarding world."


Ginny looked away from him as they reached where the drinks were being served. They each took a glass of champagne and slowly began to drink.


"I'm surprised that Potter hasn't stormed over here in a jealous rage, accused me of putting you under the Imperious, and rescued you yet."


Ginny gave a small laugh. "He's probably still trying to recover from our encounter last night."


Draco's grip on his glass tightened, and he felt a sudden surge of envy he wasn't sure shouldn't have sprung up. He kept his features unreadable.


"You saw Potter last night?"


"Yea," she turned her glass in her hands nervously. "He had something important to talk to me about last night."


The young Malfoy simply raised an eyebrow in question.


Ginny paused for a moment for a moment or two; was she really going to tell Malfoy about this?


"He got the girl he cheated on me with pregnant."


"Wow," the blond could hardly hold back the contempt in his voice. "Schmuck."


"Your right, he is in-fact, a huge schmuck. You know he tried to tell me he's still in love with me?"


Draco laughed. "The last thing you tell the girl you cheated on right after you tell her the other woman is pregnant, is that you still love her. I always knew Potter was clueless at love, or anything else for that matter."


"So you’re telling me you've never cheated on a girl."


"No I haven't, not really anyway."


"Not really?" she asked. "What exactly does that mean?"


"Well I've never even had what you would call a real relationship, so it was never really possible for me to cheat."


"You've never had a real relationship?" the red head looked at him in disbelief.


"Not one with love, and caring, and affection. All the girls I've "dated" were interested in three things."


"Let me guess," Ginny smiled. "Money, sex, and marrying well."


"Got it in one," he raised his glass to her. "You even got the order right. But enough about me, finish telling me about Potter."


Ginny's cheeks reddened slightly. "Damn I hoped you would forget about that."


She stopped for a moment and then shrugged. "I realized, about ten years too late I might add, that I am no longer in love with Harry Potter. So last night when he tried to say things to make up for what he did I just gave him one of my Bat Bogey's."


Draco cringed. "I do feel sorry for the wanker in that respect. Having been on the receiving end of that hex I know it’s not pleasant. Still I salute you for having the guts to actually do it."


"I finally feel good about myself, which is an odd feeling. It was a long time coming: the break up, the hexing, the ‘me getting over Harry Bloody Fucking Potter’."


Draco just smiled and shook his head. "Hell hath no fury like a Weasley's scorn."


A strangely comfortable silence came over the two for a few moments before Draco sat his glass down.


"Would you like to dance?"


Ginny smiled, and placed her glass next to his. "I would love to, Draco."


He took her hand and led her out onto the dance floor. Before she knew it Ginny was being whisked around in a graceful waltz.


"Can all Malfoys dance so well?"


"Oh yes," he made an exaggerated show of sticking his nose in the air. "It is in the Malfoy Superiority Handbook."


Ginny snorted. "Oh yes, and not too far behind that is thou shalt not dance with, befriend, or associate with, in anyway, a Weasley."


He smiled at her. "You forgot thou shalt not speak to, laugh with, smile at, want to be with, be attracted to..."


It only took a second for both of them to realize what he had said. Neither of them stopped dancing, but they avoided each others eyes and grew silent. When the dance was finally finished, the both politely clapped and made their way back to where they had set their drinks.


After about another five minutes of silence, and not looking at each other, Ginny finally spoke.


"I know this is a silly question, but did you mean that?"


"Mean what?" he forced a perplexed look onto his face.


"That you are attracted to me."


He threw back the rest of his champagne, before he looked at her again. "Well yes. I mean a man would have to be blind and gay not to be attracted to you."


He opened his mouth and inserted his foot. 'Crap, I have got to cover my ass, I am getting in too deep. She's still a Weasley.'


He could see her blushing, and he had to say something else before she started to thank him.


"Plus, I bet you’re a spectacular shag; you know what they say about redheads. Since we're getting along so well why don't we head back to my place and test that old cliche."


Ginny pushed herself away from him with an indignant huff.


"For Merlin's sake!" she hissed. "Here I was ready to give you the benefit of the doubt, and the Malfoy from Hogwarts just sneers right back at me. I would rather take my chances with Harry Potter than you."


Ginny turned on her heel, and almost collided with the boy in question.


"What, Harry?" she ground out, clearly annoyed.


"Um, Gin can I talk to you in private for a second?"


A sly grin crossed Ginny's face, Malfoy might be an arse, but he could still be useful. She shimmied up to the Malfoy heir, and slipped her arm around his waist. Without hesitation he mimicked her gesture, but if he was playing along, or just trying to play her, Ginny could not yet tell.


"Anything you have to say to me Harry, you can say in front of Draco."


"Yea Potter," the blond smirked. "Out with it."


" Well Gin, I know I was supposed to explain everything to your parents today, but I have to go. Miranda just called me, she needs me at home now. Can you go and tell everyone I wasn't feeling well, and then come home with me to make it look convincing?"


Ginny could hardly believe her ears. "Harry, you are going to skip out on the wedding of your two best mates, and then have me lie to them about why?"


"Yea," Harry said as if the concept were not that far fetched.


"NO!" Ginny yelled.


She let go of Draco and stepped toward her ex boyfriend. "I refuse to be a part of this bullshit any more Harry James Potter. This ends now, and if you don't have enough balls to do what needs to be done then I will!"


She grabbed a hold of the collar of his dress robes and pulled him to the middle of the dance floor, she cast a quick 'sonorus', and turned to face where her family was sitting.


Calmly, she spoke. "Everyone, Harry and I have something very important to tell you, he's a little embarrassed so I said I would do it for him."


Ginny saw her mother smile, and wipe away tears, she saw all of her brothers exchange knowing glances, she saw Luna trying not to explode with laughter.


"Harry and I are finished."


Ginny paused and tried not to roll her eyes at the gasps of surprise from almost everyone present.


"I, being of sound mind, and in control of my own knickers, decided long ago I would not give myself up to the first bloke who said 'I love you'. At first Harry supported my decision, but after a year he started pushing me, and after two years he started hounding me, and after three years, he went out and got himself a fuck buddy!"


Another gasp.


"That's right, The Boy Who Lived cheated on me, and not only that, he made me promise not to tell my family what he did. Now I was stupid enough to go along with this, hoping against hope that he would sow his wild oats and eventually come back to the steady woman who loved him. Well, what a shock I was in for. Wednesday night I went over to Harry's; he owled me and said he had something important to tell me. Imagine my surprise when I found out that important thing was that he got the slag he cheated on me with pregnant."


Everyone gasped again.


"Now not two minutes ago he waltzed up to me, and said that he needed to go see…," she turned to the man cowering behind her. "What would you call her Harry? I wouldn't say girlfriend, and it’s impolite to say whore. Oh I know, I'll use this quaint American phrase I heard once "His baby's Momma". So he was going to skip out on the wedding of his best friends, and he wanted me to lie and say he was sick, and then go home with him to make it look 'convincing'. Ladies and Gentlemen I give you the new Harry Potter."


Ginny stopped and took a breath. The whole crowd was in a tizzy; her brothers looked mad enough to kill, her mother had fainted, and she had never seen her fathers face that shade of red before. She took the charm off her voice, and let go of Harry's robe.


"Harry, I suggest you run," she smiled at him.


As Harry took off followed closely by a hoard of angry Weasley's, Draco stepped up to Ginny's side.


"And you thought I was being an asshole when I made that comment about redheads. After that little show I don't see how you can deny how feisty you are."


Ginny turned to him. "I'm sorry; I got a little defensive. There is no way in hell I would ever choose Harry Potter over you... again."


The boy felt something like hope begin to form in his chest.


Draco smiled at her. "I'm sorry too. Old habits are hard to break, I didn't want to make myself look stupid after I admitted to being attracted to you. I think it is very respectable of you to save yourself until the right time. I like a girl with morals, and beliefs, and all that crap. Now I believe I promised you that we would dance all night, shall we?"


Ginny laughed, and smiled back as he took her hand again. Despite her, and him, and the whole wedding going to pieces around them, they danced.

Author notes: Did anyone else have a restaurant they went to where if they did well there was a bell to ring. Well this is kinda like that... humor me!

To Be Continued.
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